metallic hardcore+nu-metalcore

Verse 1 (dirty growl) Sitting on the couch. Phone in my hand. No one called. Nothing happened. Heart is pounding. Why? I don't know. Pre-chorus 1 (clean, shaky, building) Got up. Drank water. Didn't help. Lay back down. The fear is here. No reason for it. WHY?! Chorus 1 (high scream, frantic) NOTHING HAPPENED!!! AND I'M LOSING MY MIND!!! MY BRAIN MAKES UP THREATS!!! MY BODY BELIEVES THEM!!! I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT!!! CAN'T CONTROL IT!!! THIS IS WORSE THAN PAIN!!! THIS IS — NOTHING!!! Verse 2 (dry clean, drained) The doctor asked: «what's wrong?» «I don't know.» He gave me pills. I don't take them. Not scared. Just no point. Pre-chorus 2 (clean, quieter, tired) It'll come back anyway. It'll go away anyway. Then again. Did I get used to it? (pause) No. I didn't. Chorus 2 (growl + scream mixed) NOTHING HAPPENED!!! AND I'M LOSING MY MIND!!! MY BRAIN MAKES UP THREATS!!! MY BODY BELIEVES THEM!!! (quieter) I can't explain it... (scream) I CAN'T CONTROL IT!!! (growl) This is worse than pain. This is nothing. Bridge (4 seconds silence → whisper, mean, no scream) (4 seconds silence. Just breathing.) I wish I had a reason. Death. Sickness. Betrayal. Something. (pause) But no. Inside is empty. Completely empty. The fear comes from the emptiness. Goes back into the emptiness. (pause) This can't be fixed. Fuck all of you. Breakdown (dirty, guttural, slow, heavy) EMPTY ROOM!!! EMPTY HEAD!!! BUT FEAR FLOODS EVERYTHING!!! WHERE FROM?! WHERE DO YOU COME FROM?! I HAVE NO ENEMIES!!! EXCEPT YOU!!! (rasp) EXCEPT YOU. EXCEPT MYSELF. (quieter) But I don't even feel myself anymore. Only fear. Fear with no name. No face. No reason. Outro (clean, shattered — last line is a wordless scream) Sitting on the couch. Breathing. It passes. Goes away. (3 seconds silence) I feel nothing. Not even relief. Just quiet. And empty. Truly empty. (short pause — inhale) It'll be back in an hour. (long, wordless scream — dying breath) AAAAAHH!!! (cut. Complete silence.)